Everytime a rendition of the inner youths battle with the demons of what they face death marks a rebirth of their soul. I wonder if deep down this is what they are seeking? Are they secretly wishing a rebirth of sorts? Is there an answer in what I ask or to do so would violate someones code. With all that is taken when is it going to finally be over.
Yes I moved from a large city to get away from the grip that crime had on it. As a once proud counselor who worked with kids I felt the enormity of it at one time. All society expects is for us in the adolesant field to do is keep these kids from killing each other and survive the process.
Once here in Reno I have seen larger cities youth move in. There is always work in Nevada. Not much money but always work for anyone willing to do their fair share.
I don't know why I started this? Was it again a TV show depicting the struggle? DON'T KNOW but I do CARE. TS

Yes, I guess you all prefer my "proud to be an American" I get responses so I think I am going to do an experiment on others and their reactions. Till later. TS

The last few days I noticed a change in how others were addressing me. P2B was cute yet not who I am.
I have gone through a few name changes giving my friends fits. One thing I have never mentioned is how I was singled out as a child. My fellow students called me by my initials in a mean manner. This went on for 3 or 4 years. When ever anyone addressed me it was my initials. Now I'm sure you have seen or something similar. I knew it was not ment as fun just as the N word is not acceptable. Yet my school allowed this to go on. Even a few teachers were stopped by me when they tried to use the this form of my name.
What got me about the change is that no one asked me or even attempted to contact me. How or what was I to think? As you can see I have changed my name, I wished to keep proud to be an American as my blog and Truth Seeker as my name. What happened? TS

Yes I'm on a rant or maybe I'm not getting across to my fellow Americans how bad it is. If I was to get all my WHITE Americans together it would be considered a march against all others. Yet let any other race get together in these numbers and it is a march for their rights. What happened to just doing your job and raising a family. No there are still areas to overtake and plunder. This may sound strange, but have you ever thought about what is said as you walk away. I am not a heartless individual nor am I out to deny anybody what America offers. Yet is it fair to take my America and make it yours? What if we were to go to Canada or Mexico in the numbers reported. That in my schooling is an invasion. Yes we invaded and conquered America in just that way. So to prevent it from happening we set our borders. Not walls or fences an imaginary line that says this is ours. You may visit only do not disrupt our economy. Be good neighbors and we will be as well. I don't care what nationality you are. I have respect for those who respect boundries, if you are from a differant country welcome. Just do not expect our rights untill you have made yourself known. If you continue to live and work in our country that is requiered. Now you are going to ask "WHO AM I?" I am proud to be an American. TS

If you have lost what I have lost there is reason to march. Yet being a white American leaves the door open for attack. Mexican Americans are given the same chance as I in working. I have worked closely with Mexicans who showed pride that they were working at all. Yet they also have shown arrogance while refusing to work with others.
Lets take all the handicapped individuals and set them up in Mexico. The savings that we would get for living there would allow us a higher living standard. They say 12,000,000,000 Mexican have crossed our border and live among us. That is alot of money being payed to them instead of young Americans. Because we immigrated here and won the battle we now must let ourselfs be overrun by our neighbors. They demand what my relitives fought and died for. Did we not have a Mexican American war? Have we not fought in Viet Nam, Japan, and China? What about the Middle East? Everytime we defeat a country they are given a part of our country. We need no more war we are all out of REAL ESTATE. TS