Ok whose interpretation of the truth do I believe? Mine has to much anger and saddnes amid my happy days. I'm sure everyone has some saddness in their lives and say that to angry people all the time. I was in a psych class when a fellow student said "if your feet hurt that much get a wheelchair!" Now ignorant people anger me, and that was a comment from one. Anger comes from a few differant sources and those are basicly physical and emotional. If one has a rock in his shoe for a few hours and then yells and screams when something bumps into him it is the anger that is angry. It takes mental thought to overcome even the smallest irritant. Now understanding this one can remove the irritant. What if the irritant is unfixable, short of removing the limb that hurts. Now unless you have been in a wheelchair yourself and not one of those custom made deals they are more irritating than the irritant if you get the message. Now throw on top a failed marriage and no success and you wonder "hey isn't that why the guy shot up the place last year." Yea poor me, only I'm still going and instead of being left alone in my misery people take pleasure in tormenting me. Now I get no thanks for not reacting it's what I'm suppose to do, it's what we all do day after day. Have you ever seen that smile that hit me I'm an asshole? Yes these are the people in charge and it is an irritant. When one is in jail and is being irritated the answer is simple remove the irritant before it gets eliminated. Now being raised to be a helpful person is a plus on my side because as long as I feel I can be helpful than life is good. Not every day or at all times but when needed or able. Yes life was not good to me but to be changed from caring to hatefull makes no sense and is always ignored that kindness persist, may God give me strenth and hope. abp

If anyone is angry with what I have written first ask why do I feel anger? Then what a great country we do live in for we have that choice. Now if your only way to attack is by being childish an petty name calling then find the blog at Mr. Rodgers neighborhood and make yourself at home. There your pettiness can be appreciated and your ignorance can be matched. HEY THEO you paying attention. abp

Yes here in my search for truth blog. Now if I ever let anyone think I am a brilliant man then let me state for the record No and when ever I challenge anyone it is to see if they can step back and see how they are being seen. If I ever called anyone a name or challenged there identity again my apologies, except for the following.
Hey theo who died and created you the all knowing? Yes this is America, and freedom of speech and the written word is law. Yes even if you want to attack as an illiterate. You made one large mistake in your attack on me and that is "Jesus was brutally tortured and hung on a cross till dead" Your omission of that FACT is not christian and I care not of your childish attack. May god forgive as I will, someday. abp

When I feel as if I have reached my soul and it danced for me I will have found truth. Not that what ever I read will make my soul take notice only there is greatness in these blogs and I will seek it out. I will comment on every one and not just to bash. I will give "my" opinion and thats it. Now you may ask what makes things true? I have no idea but as has been said "build it and they will come" write it and I'll be there. If you took the time to write it must mean something and what it means is my search. One thing I do understand and that is "there is only one god" to him goes all praise only I will save enough for my readings. May he give me knowledge and courage. For now "truthseeker"